Trying to form a habit

Today I'm going straight into the randomness....

I realized that I don't choose my friends. I let my friends choose me. ... I'm not sure if I like that yet but it works fine for now. ... I don't care what the fashion mags say, women please don't start with the glossy leggings. ... Listening to John Legend's Ordinary People. ... We really are. ... I woke up this morning feeling frustrated and I'm not sure why. I'm wondering if it really matters anyway. ... I hate to hear people say, "This is me," as if people are just supposed to accept your bullshit because you're too immature to rectify your flaws. ... I don't know why I like Erkyah Badu so much lately. ... I actually stayed up until 1 am last night to watch Making the Band. ... I'm still trying to decide if I'm disgusted with myself about that. ... You are your parents. ... Whether you like it or not. ... There are a ton of things that I don't know about my father. ... But I know that I walk like him. Sometimes I talk like him. I think that I hate to make appointments because he's adamant about keeping them. I realize I point with my index and pinky fingers. The same way he does. ... The more I learn about myself the more I learn about him. ... Funny how that works. ... I try to make everyone happy and I rarely succeed. ... I'm intent on keeping my pains to myself. I'm just as stingy with my joys. ... But I do share my smiles. ... How contradictory is that? ... Kerry Washington is one of the baddest women on television. ... So is the Latina woman on Heroes. I can't remember her name. ... Her name doesn't matter anyway. ... I hate that the professor from Heroes is now turning into The Fly. ... Aubrey O'Day is the white Lil' Kim without the fan base. ... Maybe she's Paris Hilton with more doctor visits and less money. ... I haven't been to the gym in almost a full week. Someone help me. .... I miss basketball. ... And running. ... Someone I've known nearly my entire life and I decided last night that we might never be friends again ... Without one foul word exchanged. ... One of my biggest flaws is that I don't allow people to help me. ... I'm getting better though. ... My coach used to tell me, "You only get wet once." ... That works in so many ways in life. ... In the meantime, while your getting drenched, be thankful for the people willing to hold the umbrella. ... For the first time ever, I think PacMan Jones didn't deserve to get suspended. ... Stephon Marbury should start mostly because Chris Duhon sucks. ... Angie Stone in Pandora. ... Sizzla in the car. ... Failure is an option. ... In that case I choose Option 2. ... Bob, tell me what I've won.

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