And we're back.....

I feel like I want to apologize. But then I read my first post and I made it clear that this is my blog and I'll write when and how I want to. Eff it. I hope ya'll keep coming back anyway. There's profound subjects today. I'ma just stick to what we all love.


Randomness.....

I went to Portland this week, used a foot and a half to get in the air, saw the devil in a mini mart, saw a bus called the Groovemobile and saw a live folk music band all in one night. ... This is after a watched few hundred kids run around a muddied horse racetrack with hay bails included. .... Mama never said there'd be days like that. ... I have an attachment problem. I never want to get attached to people. And I fail to acknowledge any attachment they may have toward me. .... I can't help it. .... Pinoccino's story.... I just wanna be a real boy. ... .Yeah, me too. ... Some dude tried to sell Obama's Senate seat, called Obama a motherfucker, said fuck him and the GOP tried to criticize Obama for it. .... Let's just line up everyone on in the GOP for a collective backslap. .... If I'm constantly questioning myself does that mean that I just want to be better or does it make me insecure? ... Dear Summer, I miss you already. It feels like yesterday you kept me warm. Now the cold is attacking me and I feel like I don't know when you'll be around again. But I'll remember how you laid your warmth over me and found a breeze to smooth my skin. Somehow your calm kept me calm. .... Now back to the cold. ... It's raining and it makes me want to sleep. Actually being at work makes me want to sleep. And not sleeping makes me want to sleep. ..... Fuck the auto companies. ... Yeah, I said it. ..... You put out a shitty product and expect people to buy it then when they don't you want to get bailed out. Basically you're asking us to give you money so that you can make the product you were supposed to make in the first place and then ask us to spend more money to buy the product. ... I want to take your bailout and wipe my ass with it. ..... Then I think about all the people that would lose their jobs because you rich people suck at life and the bailout for auto companies make much more sense. So I'll call it the save Middle America bail out cause that's the only way it'll make me not want to blow up factories in Detroit and burn the bail out money. I wish there was a way to save people's jobs and let the auto companies lose. ... How bout we just build new auto companies? Wait, government-owned auto companies?? Loss. ... Fuck it, bail 'em out. Sucks either way. .... The more I try to decide where I'm going, the more I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels. .... So the gym and I are "on a break." She's definitely not feeling me right now. ... I think I'm going to have to write her a letter or something. ... Me and Procrastination are still technically broken up but I think our situation is "complicated." She just won't away. ... Lately, I've been waking up in the morning feeling like I never slept. That's the definition of restlessness. ... Suddenly, I have all these things to do and I feel like I'm not doing enough at all. ... Gotta fix that. ... .I hurt someone and I don't even know why. ... I realized that there's no point in trying to explain something that you have no right explaining. Sometimes you just have to say I'm wrong then close your eyes, clench your jaw and hope you don't get knocked out. ... Today this is my confessional. ... Forgive me for I have sinned. ... Heal me Blog.

C