Random writings..... (unfinished)

It felt like I woke up before the world. I felt like I was all alone, knowing that the rest of the world existed but that they only existed because of me. When I woke up, someone pressed the Play button on life and every scene waited for me to enter at Stage Left before Action. Do people really exist when they aren't around me. Is this world real or am I part of someone else's imagination?

Somehow everything became a silent movie and even though I was sitting there as a character, I felt outside. I was a spectator. Maybe I just turned the channel. Do I belong here?

But there is something tranquil about observing the world in its stillness. Those are the few minutes that you witness life in its daily purity, before it's corrupted by people and curse words and stereotypes and pressures and failures and greed and selfishness. It's the time before people corrupt space by their inner. Each night the darkness cleans the earth and each morning ushers in freshness. I guess the morning is good.


And if this wasn't random enough.....RANDOMNESS

Ryan Leslie is more talented that I've imagined being. I just need him to button his shirt. .... Drake is a monster. Even though he looks like Al B. Sure's kid. I'd buy his album twice though. .... Steve Harvey's book is propaganda. Public Service Announcement: No man can tell you how ALL men think. .... Why does that thought just sound stupid to me yet people are reading this book like he's the Pied Piper. .... Read PUSH. I'm 70 pages in and it's one of the best books I've ever read. .... T.I. had machine guns in his house and went to jail for a year.... machine guns, semi-automatic rifles, pistols, loaded magazines and $10,000 cash in his car. Yet Weezy goes on TV and tells Katie Couric that he's a gansta because he says what he wants. .... If I'm supposed to be a writer, why has writing been so hard? .... Either I'm afraid to be good or I'm just not that good at this. .... Sometimes I want to disappear. Not out of existence. Just out of the world. Give me a house in Middle Earth right next to Frodo. .... We out here angry that President Obama bowed his head to the leader of another country. We should be happy that our leader can show some humility instead of being arrogant fucks like the rest of us. See how far that "We rule the world" shit got us last time. ... I haven't visited Gym in awhile. But I'm good. Running is keeping me company. .... Sometimes I feel so fly, I'm satellite and my swag is playing catch up. .... Sometimes I wear Swag like clothes to cover up the fact that I feel naked underneath. .... People have no problem being analytical but think that introspection is a made-up word. .... Randomness is healthy because it doesn't force me to color inside the lines. .... If I can run for 30 minutes a day, I can write for 30 minutes a day.

I hope reading isn't exhausting.