Lost...

Sometimes I wake up in the morning and don’t know where I am. Everything looks familiar. The bed. The nightstand. The television is mine and the cable box on top of it and the DVD player on top of that. Those hats are mine. Those books belong to me. I bought those shoes.
But somehow this place seems strange. Foreign. It’s like I know here, but I don’t. I’ve been here many times but this feels like the first time – uncomfortable, restless. I’m searching for a way out but I’m not sure where I’m headed. So then the question becomes, what do I do? If I walk out the door, I have no idea which direction I’m headed. Or I could stay here, where it’s warm and where somehow I know instinctively where everything is.
Damn I wish I had a map.

Randomness….
Maxwell station on Pandora is, eh, okay. …. Common station is poppin though. …. Is Nate Robinson really going oversees? I think that’s just going to piss me off. … My friend told me to stop being a bitch and figure out what I’m going to do with my life. … She’s right. … Except for the bitch part. That was mucho. … .I think that’s my new phrase. …. Mucho Mucho. … I love it. … But not as much as I love FTS. It’s a movement. Get right or get left. …. Give me the green light. Give me just one night. I’m ready to go right now. … I always find it funny when someone asks for my help with writing. I’m thinking, “damn I’ve really got them fooled, don’t I?” …. Why the fuck is Jordan Hill a Knick? Damn I’m getting pissed all over again. … When Golden State comes to New York I swear I’m going to kidnap Stephen Curry. … Great now the feds are investigating my blog. Dear Mr. Agent, please read the first blog. Yeah the one where I said I’ll write what the fuck I want. Thanks. … I miss Passa Passa nights. Get Fresh Crew, Handsome Family , GNS. What up! … It’s still amazing to me that I can walk into work whenever I want and leave whenever I want. So sometimes I’m in late and out early yet there’s always someone that comes in after me and leave before me. Now that’s a SMH moment if I ever saw one. … Really sucks that I need a new car. But I’m exciting for all the losing I’m about to do. … I need the kind of change that only Sam Cooke can bring. … Sade in my head right now. … I’d wife it.

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